life in shades of plaid

Hmm I really don't know why I feel the need to write one of these,but I'm going to. Things in my life have been on the up swing. I have also been doing some more revaluating of my life. It has opened my eyes to so much.To things I didn't even realize were there. Like I don't need love from another to feel whole. Just figured that out through a recent relationship. I also figured out alot about my morals and values. If I were to go into them in a full we would be here for a mighty long time. Lets just say with some help from A Fire Inside these values of mine have been put into perspective. My keyboard keeps double typing some letters,so it's taking me forever to get through just one sentance.Sorry thought you all should know that. Also I just recently figured out I would not cut it as a philosopher. Only cause I'm failing my philosophy class. It is a rather drag. So I'm really elated at the fact I have begun to figure myself out. It is really making things alot easier. I think it also cut some of the tension between me and my mother. Now I understand about why people take so much time evaluating things in their life. It is a good way to put things into a clear perspective. Wow I'm listening to some crazy german electronica/screamo/indie band. My mom is trying to get me to watch lassie.....I hate lassie. Sorry that dog just not do it for me. Always have hated lassie. You know how most people have their parents to talk to about this kind of stuff ,well I do to a level,but for the stuff they miss I have friends. Don't know why that got put in there. It is snowing right now.....wish it wasn't. In other news I get to ride a train for the first time next month. I'm going to go see AFI in san diego. That is going to be grand really. Caitlin is a little irritated about it.....okay alot. Aren't you caitlin? Okay I'm off to go be life changing on my own.